12:03 p.m. - 2004-06-06
dai-dreams
DAI DREAMS!
I hate to say this, but your diary was one of the most depressing I've ever read. Why is this? Because you are sooo talented and beautiful and innocent, yet you're all caught up in eating disorders and bad boys and depression, and it really just seems like you SHOULD have it better than this.
You don't have a lot of entries, but I think I really did get to know you from what I read.
I have some things to say here.
1. You really shouldn't be exposing yourself to Hot or Not. You already have piss poor self esteem, and while you are obviously beautiful, you don't need to have people rating your looks! That befuddled me.
2. This boy you speak of sounds like an asshole. Why would you want a boy who likes a girl just because they "got high and drunk together" when that is obviously not something you would do? If you actually got together with this guy, what would you have in common? Not good.
3. I don't see how this site can be of any use to you. You are not like those people. Please don't try to be.
Okay then.
Your intro was really interesting.
I want to see more entries like this one, where you feel like a princess and have lots of good pure fun and feel good about yourself.
I know it's hard, I'm going through a period of depression myself right now. But I really think if you take a good hard look at yourself you'll realize you're so much better than you think you are. You did well in choir, you have lots of friends, you're beautiful, and you're obviously intelligent. I know you have some family issues, but look - you're 17, you can overcome them. Work on it, be all introspective, dig out that wonderful girl you know you can be, and I KNOW you can overcome this period of your life.
Sorry to be all preachy, but I saw red flags all over the place here. It breaks my heart to see someone who has so much potential have so much yuckyness.
I heart your layout, by the way. The one thing that annoyed me was that your links opened to another page, but that wasn't such a huge deal.
I give you a big hug and lots of hope for the future.
