3:51 p.m. - 2004-06-28
evilsweetpea
EVILSWEETPEA!
I have to say that your journal depressed the hell out of me, especially entries of the last month or two. Well, basically since you broke it off with the boy, to be honest. Those entries just hit too close to home.. reading entries like this made me want to stick a fork in my eye because I know too well how all that feels.
I can't imagine how it must feel to break up with someone at your young age after having been with them for so long. I took my break-up badly and I was 23, so being a teenager with all kinds of crazy emotions going on can't be fun. Not that you need me to tell you that.
This is more typical of your recent entries.. you don't want things to change, you're scared, you don't know, all that stuff. After a while, that kind of thing just makes me sad and I didn't really want to read it anymore! I know, I suck.
I liked a lot of your earlier entries. You seemed happier, even though you still struggled with stuff. I know that things and situations change, so I don't blame you for changing the tone of your entries. I'm just saying that it was sad and I have enough sad in my life to want to read so much sad from someone else, you know?
I like your layout. It fits you.
So anyway, for the most part, I liked it. I got so engrossed a couple of times that when the phone rang at work, I was scared shitless because I almost forgot it was there. I feel your pain, and I've been in your shoes, and I can relate to your plight. So that, and the way you get your feelings across, is why I liked what I saw.
I give you some chocolate milk, a hug, and $100.
