2:22 p.m. - 2004-07-19
putacaliente
PUTACALIENTE!
OMG! THE TEENAGE ANGST! IT'S COMING FOR ME! IT'S ABOUT TO ATTAAACCKKK!
This journal was almost slightly horrifying to read. You are THIRTEEN years old! All I see in this journal is "I'm a slut, I hate my body, fuck my parents, yada yada yada!" Why don't you just simmer down for a while? You are young. You have plenty of time to fuck up your life later, don't try and fuck it up all at once!
On your list of things to accomplish, almost every single thing on your list is superficial and about how you want to look. "To be the prettiest girl in school" is just sooo shallow and ridiculous! First of all, I KNOW you have major smartness inside of you. I can tell by the way you write that you can be more than you are right now. Why don't you make it a goal to be the smartest girl at school? Or the most creative? Or the most successful? And second.. you are GORGEOUS. Hott. Your eyes are like.. scary mysterious. So the fact that you have all these body image problems is baffling to me. I guess it's just a chick thing. Maybe you should get a new idol.. Courtney Love isn't exactly a picture of stability.
But meanwhile.. all the whining and the "I hope my mom dies soon" crap gets old REALLY fast. this was really the only entry that I could really appreciate, because you aren't really bitching about anything and whining about how life isn't fair, it's just an interesting little entry with good stuff.
I do, however, think it's pretty rock awesome that you have your own store. Good for you with that.
You are beautiful, and you are intelligent. You are also a little too whiny and teenagerish for me to really be interested. So, I give you a B-. Good luck with all that.
