12:41 a.m. - 2003-12-22
s-w-kiss
S-W-KISS!
Currently listening to: My Immortal, Evanescense. (Lordy, do I LOVE this song!)
Oh my lord, am I glad that I'm not a teenager anymore.
*sigh of relief*
Can I just be condescending here for a moment? Please? I have things to say to you, Ms. Soanya.
1. You have an awesome name.
2. You are 14 years old! And you stated that the "worst break up of your life" was with some guy named Edward.
HELLO! You are 14 years old! How many friggin break ups can you have had by this time? Also, if you think that's bad, just wait until you get older. Break ups get mean, and ugly, and painful. I realize that breakups are just as horrible when you're 14, but having just been through an especially nasty one at the tender age of 23, I just have to let you know! It gets worse!
Not that I'm bitter or anything.
3. I don't, for the life of me, understand why you think you're a slut. THINKING about a lot of guys does NOT make you a slut! It makes you NORMAL! If you were double teaming all these guys on a daily basis, that would probably make you a slut.
4. I love all these teenagers that have whole pages talking about what love is. Once again, I'm being a total condescending bitch here, but do you really NEED to know what love is right now? YOU ARE 14! Isn't there something else you could be doing right now instead of obsessing over boys?
Your diary really sparked some controversy in me tonight, and I can respect that. Well I didn't really enjoy all the teenage drama, I think that maybe I got so excited about it because you remind me of me when I was your age. I thought the break-up I had with a boy I went out with for 3 weeks was bad. I spent 2 months recovering from that one. Little did I know.. try getting over a 5 year relationship. Not fun!
My advice to you - just chill. The boys will come if you just chill. Boys like relaxed chicks, not chicks who get their panties in a wad about every little thing. Slow down, girlfriend. You have your whole life ahead of you to get involved in all this drama. For the moment, do your homework and focus on school. That's what I wish I did at your age.
And I didn't mean to scare you away from boys forever. I am just passionate about the subject, I suppose.
Also, I love the layout. I love it a lot.
So anyway. To sum up here, I liked it in a condescending "WHAT THE HELL IS SHE THINKING!" kind of way. I wasn't terribly engrossed otherwise. It was just a normal teen journal, and well, I've had my share of those lately.
I give you a vibrator and a diamond necklace so you won't have to depend on boys.
